I am a Christian, and have become stronger in my faith and keeping my covenants with God sacred over the past couple years.

starting a new animation project. With my previous progress through experimentation, this one promises to be epic.

Going to leave it like this for now and start a different project. Might come back later and add more shading detail to her face. Considered animating this as a decaying body, gradually becoming a skeleton, but animating with pointillism is far too time consuming. 

Toldja I could blend in my mistakes so they're not so noticeable and the final result will be epic. You'd be amazed what good shading can accomplish.  

Messed up forearm and hand. Doing the Taekwondo and weightlifting seems to hurt my art, but the Master here says we try to integrate all these things together. I don't think he's a good artist or he wouldn't have made that statement. But the weightlifting and Taekwondo are definitely getting me in very good shape physically. Because of my brain injury I'm used to working mistakes into the art, so I'm certain the final result will be aesthetically pleasing.

Tonight's art progress. The Taekwondo is already having a noticeable psychological effect. As I begun to slip into fantasy and reality began to slip away, that feeling of psychic powerful light exuding from my eyeballs was continuously disrupted by violent fantasies and urges, seeing myself defend myself from an attacker with a knife trying to stab me. Specifically I was in Israel and a Palestinian tried to stab me in this violent delusion. 

so even without the camera shakiness this could've come out much better had I applied the new methods and techniques I figured out right before school started. Plus my brain is exploding with amazing ideas so... Definitely gonna scrap this one and start over.

I'm thinking of scrapping that second project and starting the ultimate one for this desired animation. But school is going to have me doing digital animation through a software program, so I may just start pumping this stuff out digitally soon and leave the pen and paper behind.

Decided not to draw the skull. Figure I should do the outlines first, then come back later and shade. School starts tomorrow so this project will be halted, much like the rest of my art. I want to draw Kyle Rittenhouse, so probably going to start that today. 

I want to forget about this animation attempt and draw a skull instead of her face