Pain rooted in deceit

New Mexico officially hit a hundred cases and had it's first coronavirus death 3 days ago. Even though the guy was in his 70s and had underlying conditions they've quarantined the whole state to not leaving the house unless emergency or absolute necessity. Looks like I may have all the time to produce art but won't necessarily do so 🤣👍

I was gonna do the anatomy coloring book but then my head got all weird and fuzzy and reading seems impossible. This happens from time to time with my brain injury but for some reason here in Albuquerque it seems prolonged. Like normally it lasts a few days at the most, but usually less than a day. So I went to draw but made the fatal mistake of opening up YouTube

might come back and touch up detail later, but done with it for now

But I still managed to get some progress in. End of the night. I'm still not quite satisfied with the hand but since I'm an epic amazing artist the final product will be amazing as usual. 

almost finished the hair. Apparently the dark side of slipping into delusion and detaching from reality is the mind playing painful memories. I don't understand why my mind would inflict pain on itself?

Mind hasn't been working right. Trying to draw but can't seem to function. I hate this but I'll try to push through and get some art progress in tonight!