So as is common with my mental conditions and not receiving adequate help and support, my art is often damaged and stained. As I'm thinking about how much I want to resist the digital medium, my latest work already got oil stains on the first frame in progress, and I have no idea how they got there. I'm under the impression if I had actual care and support, these sort of problems caused by my brain injury or mental illness would be prevented. Because family, society and government are such cold, selfish assholes, it appears switching to digital would be a better method of preserving my art and not getting stained, water damaged, etc, although it would only exist in the ether, the flow of information, in prints. I tend to put a lot of effort into my traditional art because the camera doesn't do the actual art piece justice, and I'd like my originals to be valuable. Plus they can't be stolen online if I don't photograph and post completed works.