ang. All that art of naked women I've done. But most of my art is non-sexual. Almost as if my lust, as an artist, is for beauty. There are times when I'm drawing that is similar to orgasm, but a million times better. Pleasure doesn't describe it, because the feeling isn't pleasure in the traditional sense of the word. It's something beyond pleasure, like there is no separation between the inner world and the external world. Like the feeling of one's mind melting as they orgasm, but with a focus and intensity that is difficult to describe, as it is beyond words. Almost as if my mind is melting with the boundary between the two worlds: imagination and the real world