Even my schizoaffective disorder seems to be better from this. I still experience detachment and hallucinations, like seeing people in another room that aren't there during class last Friday, or the light beings visiting during meditation last week, but even that is rather positive. Just now a woman's voice in my head was supportive and complimentary. And I've been seeing my hair turn into ethereal flame in my imagination quite vividly
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Another interesting self-observation is part of me feels my psychology and neuroscience studies slipping away, and along with it the knowledge I've kept in use. Just today I had trouble recalling the orienting response as I observed it. Yet I've studied both subjects immensely the past few years, so it's almost as if I have a degree in it. Somehow even though I'm letting go of that stuff for art, living in this martial arts dojo and doing taekwondo 3 days a week, and meditation/chigong 3 days a week, is producing a significantly positive transformation, both physically and mentally. And I'm still recalling and applying specific psych terms and nueroscience observation, as if the interference of constantly learning new material is no longer cluttering my mind.