What I love the most about drawing is being in that space where everything feels good and nothing hurts. Detaching from reality and submerging into fantasy

Doing a nuclear explosion mushroom cloud for background. Going to outline it and maybe paint it today, but I doubt it since I need a finer tipped brush than what I have available. Doing neon glow in the dark paint, kinda excited.  

I keep hearing this music playing in my head and feel the madness at this boundary at the edge of my mind, like it's trying to pull me in. And part of me wants so badly to feel it's warm embrace like it wraps a giant tongue around me and consumes me entirely. I wonder if this is an involuntary stress response?

I finally got a desk so it'll help produce art again. Life has just been a raging time thief and big jerk lately, interfering with my drawing and art production 

Doing good art progress tonight but my phone charger went out so I can't take and post any pics. Hopefully will get new charging cord tomorrow!

So I'm thinking of stopping work on my current work in progress and doing a Japanese themed piece. As far as I know, aspects of Shintoism and Buddhism would be good to add, plus thinking mountain, trees, bears, or maybe the cherry blossoms from the Sakura festival, idk. Anyone who has either been to or is from Japan willing to give me any suggestions or advice would be much appreciated. 

Was doing great on the art, and then the neighbors weed smoke blew in the house and sent me into a schizophrenic episode, so started messing up horribly on the drawing. Going to have to stop now and suffer through this episode because of these selfish scumbag junkies. Already having hallucinations of people walking and moving that aren't really there. 

Today I went to bicycle up my street and back. I've been doing this early in the morning to catch a weed free window outside. Unfortunately was late this morning, and by 7:20 am someome along silver was smoking weed and I got hit by their cloud. Did my regular countermeasures, but those methods still aren't 100% effective. So for the past hour I keep thinking and feeling like I have ants in my kidneys and they're tearing up my organs from the inside. I keep expecting to pee blood. And my imagination is so strong I keep imagining that I'm feeling it happening.

I have no idea what I'm doing but it looks realistic in the detail

Should've put that third hand/arm lower. Ah heck a mistake, but I'll just work it into the art so you can never even tell I messed up